About Mohanji


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We are simple and pure souls experiencing the terrestrial existence. This existence is temporary. We can repeat it, but can never extend it. There is a definite duration, parallel to time, with each birth. Thus, once upon a time, not so long ago, I was also a disembodied soul. I had my relevant agenda which provoked this birth on earth. I chose my parents of this life, place of birth, environment, the body – mind – intellect apparatus, to carry out the agenda that I came here for. Mother of this body once told me, that I was “born smiling”. Perhaps I refused to cry because this birth was chosen, this body was chosen, the parents were chosen and landing on earth perhaps did not give me the expected shock after all!! 🙂 So, what is there to cry about? Happiness and sorrows were determined by the conscious mind of our waking state. Being branded a “dreamer” so early in life, perhaps I was never dependent on the waking state a lot!!! 🙂 Being branded as a dreamer is quite different from being branded as an eccentric. My later life gave me that tag. This was well before I got branded as an “experiential spiritualist” – one who chose to experience and digest rather than read books and expect. Experiential spiritualists are always considered to be eccentrics. Some people are terribly afraid of a close encounter with them. Especially those who are “comfort zone” oriented, “the living room spiritualists” – they will never even dare to venture near any unpredictable, matter-of-fact experiential spiritualist. Most people are afraid of the uncertain. There is great fear about the unknown. Those who dare the uncertain are branded as eccentrics, crazy or MAD. This branding helps the cowardly living room/feel good spiritualists to maintain their spiritual comfort zones.

Fear is against spirituality. Breathing and living pure love indeed is spirituality. When liberation is the path, shedding is a must. We will eventually discard everything before we get to taste the perfect merger with the Supreme Father. Spirituality is often a path of thorns indeed!!!

My father is a Medical Doctor, an Orthopedic surgeon. He has always been a workaholic. He lead his whole official life with honesty and truth and this did not help him much in his career. Living in a crazy world of high corruption, his unbending nature made him endure many hardships from officials. For being honest and truthful, they transfered him every three years and in some cases even before; and we, his family, moved with him, leaving our temporary roots and budding friendships. My father stood by his conviction and was never bothered by what the government did to him. My mother was a house wife and religiously took care of the house, kept it clean and tidy and fed us on time. Even though we always had more than one maid at home, she herself washed and cleaned most of the dishes to ensure cleanliness. She has always been very particular about cleanliness. I have hardly seen her sick or lethargic. She worked in a clockwork rhythm. I believe that both, myself and my brother Manoj – who is now an architect based in USA,  more or less took our parents for granted during our whole childhood and youth.

Life has no tragedies. There are only situations that invoked in us, strange or unexpected feelings, effects and reactions. The situations that we either call happy or sad. In the larger sense, it does not matter. Because, in the larger perspective, there are only experiences. I took many years of sundry experimentation to understand this simple truth, which was always waiting for my recognition.

My initial life was full of trials and troubles. First of all, there was no aim. At first it was experimentation on the physical aspect of existence. Health, physical exercise, undertaking physically challenging tasks such as boxing, karate, mountaineering, long distance cycling, etc….. Then it became the emotional aspect – poetry, drama etc. Then the intellectual ….books, psychology, new age cinema, etc. But, I was never a “book-a-holic”. I preferred to experience directly rather than read and understand. I have always been experience-oriented. Learning happens with experience. One’s own experience is the greatest teacher. Nothing can ever substitute its effect.

Then came the official/professional life – of consistently proving my worth, time and again, through various organisations. In all this, there was one thing which was constant – CHANGE. Change is the core essence of terrestrial existence. Locations changed, friends changed, environment changed, targets changed, tactics changed, body changed, mind changed, intellect changed, spirituality also changed. This awareness, of constancy of change itself, provoked the biggest change in my outlook. If we ever consider any man as constant and without evolution, we are committing a big mistake. All people change. If at all we feel – “Oh, I know him”, it is wrong. Nobody knows anybody. We only know another situationally. But, every moment, everyone evolves and changes. At least, tangibly, every one gets older. That itself is a physical sign of change. Sinners could become saints and saints could become sinners. Poor can become rich over night. Cruel can become kind and kind can become cruel. Everything is situational. I learned this. So, with changes, many things which were dear also passed away or got dropped off. Even friends drop off when we change. New friends appear. (In fact we can measure our evolution with the dropping away of our friends and appearance of new and perhaps more relevant ones.) Eventually, when we start to accept changes as an integral part of our existence, we start to look forward to them. The change itself becomes our inspiration. This happened to me as well.

I have always been curious about the continuity of life or life after physical death.  Perhaps, in a way, one could say I was curious about the occult. Awareness of the matters that we might have possessed in our past lives, might lead us to further exploration in this life. But, it never tells us what we knew in our past lives. We never get to access that data, lying hidden in our sub-conscious mind. This is also because the equipment such as our mind and intellect are new, and they cannot understand or recognize the old data. The reasoning power of the new apparatus will dismiss any suggestion of a possible encounter of a similar matter or situation in a past life. So, our reasoning sometimes keeps us limited. It was the same for me too. I explored my limitedness first and that was my early life experimentation on how far one can touch higher realities through our heavily limited body, mind and intellect. I had one advantage, just like many others, that I too did not know what I was looking for. So, the search was for something that I did not know anything about. This was interesting. It certainly gave some kind of a freedom. A kind of a deep feeling of liberation. It also helped me to maintain the “aim” in this life – as vague as possible. Trial and error of  life took me through many treacherous alleys and gutters of life. Wild, unforgiving jungles of our existence. My feet bled. Still, I kept walking. Some unseen purpose pushed me to continue the journey. There was deep darkness and danger on the path. There have been many falls too. In such wanderings, as I did not know where I was going and what the purpose of my journey was, it was impossible to use a map of any kind, or inform anyone about the trip and its purpose. I was definitely not afraid to walk alone. I kept most of my relatives guessing. They eventually discarded me as “utterly useless”or “good for nothing”. There’s an early memory of one of my aunts telling my father: ” He is absolutely useless. this one will eventually become a liability to our family. He has absolutely no aim in life!!!”  She had obviously considered me as a total waste after I consistently scored poor marks in my class exams. To provoke another relative, who asked me what I would like to be when I grow up, I said: “I want to be alone.”  He was furious and confused and I felt quite pleased with it. I am sure that he never really understood the deeper meaning of that statement.

My mother was also concerned about my wayward life. She went and asked her father, my maternal grandfather, who was a great and powerful personality, a superb astrologer who never practiced astrology for money. My grandfather listened to my mother’s complaints about me with patience and said: “Just have patience. He will make you proud one day.” She decided that those were just some vain words of consolation and did not give any deeper meaning to them. After all, it is only normal for fathers to console their children with optimism and hope. Thus, aimlessly, my childhood progressed. I did not fail in any class but also did not excel in any of the examinations. And quite aimlessly my whole  youth progressed. I became a post graduate with reasonably good marks. Yet, I was a black sheep in a wide world of mysteries. So much to explore, so much to experience!!!

Comparisons are useless. There are not even two buffaloes alike. Each embodied being has a totally unique configuration. Who can totally understand another? It is impossible. I started realizing this truth, as I was evolving spiritually. Each realization happens only at its appointed time. The same applies to spiritual realm. We have to exhaust our physical, emotional, intellectual agendas before we could taste the nectar of our invisible spiritual agenda. To some, it does not happen in that sequence, if they have already exhausted it in their past lives. In some cases, depending on the evolutionary level of the person, one may stop at the realm of intellectual or even emotional exploration. There are many barriers before we could touch, feel or reach God. Physical barrier, emotional barrier, intellectual barrier, ego barrier etc. The irony is that, once we cross all these seemingly unending barriers, we realize that what we have been searching for, that what always existed within us, throughout our lives. We are like a temple searching for its deity outside of itself, or someone searching for spectacles everywhere except on his nose. But, we get to understand this simple truth only when we cross all the barriers, just like certain knowledge is achieved only when a student reaches certain level in his education. A knowledge is useful only at its appropriate time – same way, a professor does not give lecture when he is visiting the grocery store. Knowledge can also become a burden. It can strengthen our ego as well. When physical existence becomes servant-hood to the Almighty, like in the case of the famous bhakta Hanumanji, when emotion becomes devotion, when intellect and ego dissolve into awareness, it is then that a man touches the realm of God. Big time churning has to take place before all these attachments get dissolved. In that aspect, we have to die a lot, in one life time or more, in order to be re-born with fresh awareness.

Just like evolution of body, mind, intellect and ego are certain in human existence, I realized that dependency on anything blocks our progress. How can we bet on an ever-changing object? Later, much later, I understood how saints even shed their dependency on elements such as food, water and air, to the level of leaving their body at will. Man has infinite possibilities, if only we wake up from our slumber of ignorance!!! The best way to stop dreaming a bad dream is to wake up. Repetitive life is indeed a big bad dream. The only way to get out of this vicious cycle is to wake up, to become self-realized. Some people have understood the necessity of Self-Realization. Many are selling it for money – as if Self-realization is a commodity!!!! Having said that, I started experiencing that those who knew everything, hardly spoke, and those who hardly know anything, always spoke well, even if they were partial truths. People who like good sounds rather than pregnant silence, always choose those who spoke well. I also started understanding the deep power of inner silence and that the path to reach there is deep inner purity. These were all self-realizations. Nobody ever taught me these truths. The Power of Purity and Silence.

This reminds me that I learned to drive a car at the age of 13. Nobody taught me.  I had no tutor. I learned to drive a two wheeler the same way. Thus, existence equipped me at various stages, to manage my terrestrial life. I took driving license for both two and four wheeler, when I became 18. There was no time to loose on formalities, there were much better and higher things to do in life. Terrains were about to get bumpy and unpredictable.

A job in the Middle East landed on my lap in 1990. I joined a reputed shipping line in their Oman office. I started working in the Middle East on August 23rd 1990. Looking back, success definitely gave me the associated ego. I was quite proud of my commercial achievements, especially since my academic track record was unenviable. In two years time, I won some awards and accolades for my consistent revenue performance. I kept telling people, that the real success is when a man handles life successfully. No academic examination can replace the value of real experience, or in other words, academic education can never guarantee a successful life. It can only capture a man and his talents into a frame. Academic excellence “frames” man and often makes him into a misfit for the real world in which adaptability of intelligence to a given situation beyond book knowledge is the criteria for survival. Being practical helps there and being theoretical more or less ensures failure. This was my earlier philosophy. Many bought my opinions!!! Like everyone, life taught me many valuable lessons, which, of course, my education could never give. I could never tell what I would have learned from classes, because bunking classes and watching movies was more interesting to me during my student life.

I got married to Saritha on September 7th 1992. Ammu came into our life on November 09th, 1995. We decided to call her Sreedevi, based on my mother’s first name, which is also customary. Ammu was her nick name. She passed away on August 23rd 2000, in a road accident. Within that time, she taught me many things. First of all, she made me experience what it feels like to be a father. She gave me immense love and affection. Often even scolded me or chided me like an elder. Her nature was that of love. She loved every creature, every person. She made me aware of the possibility of deeper love, beyond all man-made barriers. Her love for all beings was well reflected in the emotion that brought hundreds of people for her funeral. So many people of various age groups came to pay respects to a four year old child!!! She was a divine soul. No doubt. Needless to say, I was totally empty and devastated, when she left us so abruptly. In fact all of us were completely shattered.

After she left in 2000, I had a series of encounters with compulsive destiny. I separated from my wife, Saritha; my belongings got stolen; I lost my earnings and investments; finally, I lost my job also. Thus, I was literally stranded, with family, money, property and job – all gone. Totally naked and alone in a wide, ruthless world of many opportunities. A shift happened.  My spirituality started strengthening. New awareness and understanding started to dawn. Symmetry of life started becoming more and more clear. Spiritual Masters started appearing in life. Getting to “know” and sometimes “feel” Shirdi Sai Baba, Parthi Sai Baba, Babaji, Akkalkot Maharaj, Ramana Maharshi, Nithyananda, Amrithananda Mayi and many other saints influenced my life. Autobiography of a Yogi changed me thoroughly – ever since I read it in mid 1990s. Meeting Vanamali Mathaji in Tapovan, Rishikesh in 2000 (her accepting me as her son and of course treating me so ever since,) was another blessing.  Rishikesh, Tapovan, Vasishta cave and most importantly, Mother Ganga… I floated in spirituality. Many saints contributed in building my awareness levels. So, from a raw human to the level of a man who can survive the nothingness of consistent losses of everything that I was deeply attached to, was indeed a tall order. I survived. Communions started, physically and non-physically. The best experiences that I always cherish are: the physical encounter with Shirdi Sai Baba at Dwarakamayi, Sathya Sai Baba’s non-physical communions, and Mahavatar Babaji’s two non-physical communions. In the last communion with Babaji, he mentioned “Siddhis are automatic, when man evolves spiritually. They are also traps that halt man’s spiritual progress”. This was a golden lesson for me. I became careful and never craved for siddhis (spiritual powers), even though I was experiencing some of them, at that juncture of my life. Spiritual ego is the subtlest of all. Very difficult to find its existence. One must be very careful, if spiritual evolution is the key aim.

From nowhere, suddenly, Biba (Biljana Radonic) appeared in my rather grim but surreal life in Jan 2007 and brought me and what ever little knowledge I had, into the lime light. She brought many changes into my life. She literally woke me up from my comfort zone of self-centered spirituality, or, in a way – hibernation. Till that time, actually, I was hibernating or getting incubated. I had become a thorough introvert. I was floating in my various spiritual experiences and experiments. She insisted that the world should know and be benefited. In 2007, two meditations were given to me by higher masters. The Power of Purity first, and then The 360 Degree meditation. The former was meant to deeply purify the seeker while the latter was meant to center the seeker and connect to the realms of the higher masters.  I believe Biba was chosen by the higher masters to pull me out of my introversion, as well as to help me to make use of the knowledge and wisdom imparted by them so abundantly. In one of my earlier communions with Baba, I expressed my concern to this great Master: “How can an introvert like me go out and conduct classes? How will I tell an apprehensive generation ‘I have found something which will be useful for you’?” Baba answered – “That’s not your problem. That’s our problem. People will come to you and will get benefited. They will have profound experiences. Understand that all those who came to you are sent by us.” This was really deeply comforting for me (By Baba I mean, all the masters. In the higher plane, physical image has no value). In all the meditations ever conducted, irrespective of their location, irrespective of whether I am physically present or not, everybody had great experiences. The divine grace has always been clear and tangible. How can any meditation be so powerful, if it is not divine grace? I am an ordinary man. How can I create such effects? Impossible. Grace is the key. Faith is the necessity. Now, this meditation has traveled far and wide. It is being practiced at various places by various people, singularly and collectively. Maha Maharshi Param Jyothiar once said: “One day, your voice will be heard all over the world”. It is happening. Everything is divine grace. Nothing else. Without divine grace, we are just mere humans. Divine grace is accessible to all. All one needs is firm faith, unselfish devotion and patience. All my spiritual activities have always been selfless service, an expression of gratitude to the world. I consider all my actions as seva to the society. I do not accept any money or gifts for my spiritual seva. Tangible Seva is also expressed through Ammucare (www.mohanji.org and http://www.ammucare.org ).

I hope to convey much more through the blog posts. Thank you for coming here and reading all this. Explaining myself is very difficult. Just remember – we all are related – Children of one father. We should never compare one with another. If nature created an entity, there is an inherent purpose. We may not understand that with our limited intellect. However, understand that there is definitely a purpose. So, let us thank every one. Thank everything. No hatreds.  Express deep gratitude for everything. Avoid resistance to any situation and approach everything with calmness and poise.

We should also avoid resistance to all kinds of situations. Resistance of any kind creates agony. It also creates anger and hatred. It essentially harms spiritual growth. Selfless service is the best way to cleanse ourselves from the effects of karma. Help all. Serve all. Love all. That liberates us. Love always liberates. Hatred binds. So, better we practice love, express love, live love. Nobody is higher or lower than anybody. We all are here only for a few years. In the next 100 years, even the child born today will not be living on earth. It will be a completely new set of people. We came empty handed and will leave empty handed. So, please swap greed with this awareness. All that you earn here, including name and fame, will be left behind when we die. What is there to prove? Live your life, celebrate your life, without harming another being. You will have eternal peace.

Love You Deeply,



Pranaams....Namaste.....I am truly honoured by your visit...We are souls from the same Home...children of the same Father



174 thoughts on “About Mohanji

    • Kundalini is the sakthi energy existing in every human. Man’s potential to experience and merge with the the ultimate truth. It is the very potential in every human to realize the supreme. It is depicted in the shape of a serpent lying dormant in three and a half coils. As it moves up through the sushumna to attain Shiva, various changes happens in human consciousness. As it touches and merges with the supreme subtlety beyond our sahasrara or crown chakra, enlightenment happens. The ultimate aim of sakthi is to merge with Shiva. Sooner or later, it should happen – whether in one life time or more. In order to achieve Shiva, it must cross a series of hurdles, such as brahma grandhi, Mooladhar (earth), Swaadhishtaana (water), Manipura (Fire) then vishnu grandhi and anahata, visshuddha, agnya, and leaps to sahasraara. This movement becomes easier if samskaaras are less. Actually speaking, we have to go beyond even the images of kundalini and chakras. We have to nullify identifications of any kind. In the path of kundalini, everything – all sort of attachments, even if they are subtle images, are indeed obstacles or hurdles.The image of the motion of serpent is good only as a comparison for the sake of intellectual understanding. Remember what Osho said – It is YES, NO, or WOW!!!

      • Namaste Guruji.
        I read half of this story and I don’t know what to say. I want to ask you but I don’t know what to ask. I hope you will help me internally.

        Thank you.

      • Dear Mohan,ji,I hope you remember me–I am ‘Purayannur Rajanioppol’ a doctor by profession,Vasudevettan’s wife,who had been in Salalah.Came to know about this site only this evening-went through it immediately and agree wholly with what you said.In fact,I and some of us(Narayanettan and wife) in our family consider Sri M to be our guru.I too have been very spiritually inclined for quite some time now.I wish you and your family well;hope we can meet some day.

      • I had some spiritual experiences 13 years back. I have gone through your videos on Saktipath and my experiences were and are exactly what you ave mentioned. Since the last 5 years or so I wake up sometimes with a very heavy head, like energy has risen while I am asleep. It is focussed around my crown chakra. At that point, I cannot lie down. I have to walk or sit and I normally sit and do some grounding exercises. The next day I feel very drained. What exactly is happening? Peace!

      • Energy is moving in the right direction. Start connecting to your spine more and more. If possible, download the 360 degree meditation from http://www.mohanji.org and practice it everyday. Start keeping your spine erect whenever you can and breathe through the spine. Nothing to worry. These are phases in spirituality.

      • That’s just another miracle – that our Master answers every question and communication from His devotees. Its super-human for lack of a better word. Love in action. “Thankyou” is so inadequate..

  1. Dear Mohan Ji,

    Just been through your site, what information, what clarity, what passion, what inspiration. We are so fortunate that we have people like you in our lives, to guide, to share, who care. We are truly blessed to part of BTW. Thank you for giving us the opportunity to share this awesome information and to learn and grow from it.

    One is in gratitude for being introduced to you by Biba, Thanks Bibs, what can I say. It is all so simple and beautiful. I have grown a lot since I met you Mohan Ji, I think you already know that. Thank you for being part of my life and that of my family.

    God Bless You Always with Abundance of Love, Health, Happiness to be of Service to all Mankind.

    Love and Blessings

  2. Dear Mohan ji

    I loved reading this narration and did get clarity for quite a few things.
    I still have a couple of questions. I keep talking to God always in the sense that
    its like speaking to a friend who is always with you.However certain situations make me pretty volatile and I become a bit abusive in my conversations with HIM.I know I sound childish when I ask such questions but I would like some clarity on how I can rid myself of this habit.
    Also I keep getting the thought that there is some purpose for this life beyond the materialistic realm but am unable to understand how to proceed further on this.
    Please help

  3. Dear Devi
    God, Guru and Soul are one. Guru is a principle and not a form. Guru can take any form to convey the necessary message. The Guru principle works according to Dharma (Duty) of existence. God element within ourselves is our soul. Soul is not seperate from God and we will feel God separate only when the soul is in a body.
    Accept yourself the way you are. Do not try to change anything. We are fine the way we are. Do not compare with another.There is no problem in treating God as your friend. God is your soul. You can talk anything to your soul. As long as you do not entertain guilt or anxiety, Its fine. Understand that all situations of life are created by ourself, in the past. Our Karma is our driving force. Karma is created through thought, word and action attached with emotions. So, we create our own happiness and suffering. Just accept that. Talk to God as a God within yourself. Talk to yourself. Observe yourself. To get rid of anything, the best way is to watch it like an outsider. Sooner or later, it will fall off.
    God Bless You

    • Laurent
      right path is a relative term. It is individualistic. For every karmic being, all what he/she came for, need to be accomplished before they can liberate themselves from the cycle of birth and death. So, their right path is exhaustion of karmas. For the soul, even though it aids the execution of karmas, liberation from repeated birth is its aim and hence it is the right path. We cannot escape experiences that we came here to enjoy, irrespective of whether the experiences are good or bad. So, the right path is being present with full consciousness when it is happening, moment by moment. That will help liberation.

  4. mohanji

    what is the best definition for true love?. is the love conditional or unconditional. my concept of love is to love all like god. is this right or wrong?


    • True Love is Unconditional Love. Love as your inherent nature, without any reason, is sacred. Conditional Love is not Love at all. Love all as God, as all are part of God. This is right. Love. M




    1.U HAVE SAID “Getting to “know” and sometimes “feel” Shirdi Sai Baba, Parthi Sai Baba, Babaji, Akkalkot Maharaj, Nithyananda …” – I WISH TO KNOW MORE @ THIS EXP.:CAN I?

    • Pranaams
      Most of the above questions have already been answered in the past, through literature and satsangs. Kindly read the posts of http://www.qawithmohanji.wordpress.com and http://www.mohansuniverse.wordpress.com . These are quotes and transcriptions by our friends in spiritual journey, taken from various satsangs that I have conducted by myself and through others. Others are extension of myself too. You will also find many answers from the posts of this blog as well. If you have further questions, please feel free to ask. Our meditations are conducted in Dubai regularly, free of cost. You can get the details from http://www.mohanji.org
      Lord Bless You

  6. Sairam Mohan ji,
    Feel great reading through your Satsang. I feel I am getting my mind more and more disturbed…I yearn for Satsang with Great Yogis…but I am nowhere..I feel like breaking away all my bonding ..all my fences and to be free with such an Existance…but I am still here..not knowing where I am …what I am…feel that I am power less…when great Souls say that we are the embodiment of Power Source….
    Are all feelings deceiving me…Confusion..Confusion….
    Namashthe ji…

    • Dear Sai Sree
      Do not worry. Such phases happen in everybody’s life. This is not permanent. Turbulence brings forth calmness. So, watch everything that is happening in your inner space. Do not participate in it. Just witness as if you have nothing to do with it. Inner space or mind should be protected. Negativities grow like weeds without your nurturing them. So, like a good gardener, keep your inner garden clean and tidy. And when confusions happen, accept it. Say ” So What? This is also part of my constitution.” Thus, when you start accepting the good and bad, emotions, anxieties, fears etc will start to get cleansed by itself. Also, try to practice the Power of Purity meditation with full dedication, if you can. You can download it free from http://www.mohanji.org . Wish You happiness and Peace.

      • This is a really great answer, thanks. Yes, we forget to accept ourselves and get troubled with oursleves thinking what is wrong. Thanks you Sir

  7. Pranaam Mohan ji,
    I’ve read all posts of your blog and feeling like meeting and seek your blessings. Do you have any plan of coming to Delhi in near future?


      • Mohan Ji,
        Many thanks for your reply!
        I just searched for the dates of Janmashtami this year. It falls on September 2nd this year. The wait starts Now!!!!!!!

  8. Hi,

    Came across your blog…i do have one question. i understand ppl come to this world to burn their karmas. Lets say you have a desire, we do everything in our power to achieve it. After doing everything we can do also there are times you dont get what you want? Why is that so?

    -Dont say me that is your Karma – Lets say according to your karma – karma is the result of past action – you are not entitled to get it, then you action in your current birth to attain that desire should nullify your past actions right?

    – Dont tell me God knows what is best for you. Who is that GOD/ when does he get the option of choosing what is best for me? I believe in advaita, so i believe your are the master of your own destiny

    what else can i do to achieve what i want in my life?

  9. Hi Mohanji,

    Was introduced to your blog by one of my aunts … I find your blogs very very informative and wonderful, in a lot of ways it demystifies my perceptions about a lot of certain simple truths.

    I do (try to…don’t know if i am doing it right) a little bit of meditation everyday and realised the days I meditate after reading your blog or reading portions of “autobiography of yogi” the sessions are invariably very good…, on some occasions I can’t get myself to sit tight and still my mind for more than a minute… What do I do?? I fight it and force myself to meditate or just let it be and follow my natural course ? The trouble I am aware /scared that if I just let it be and let things happen I might never sit again …

    Many thanks…hope and pray I have the opportunity to meet and seek your blessing some day.


  10. Dear Mohanji

    After reading your posts ,I have got a strong earning to seek your blessings. Will you come to Dubai, or can I come to Kerala?


  11. I read …this incredible gift story seeing..the beauty of life from beyond of beyond..
    My quantum leap..shift was through losing everything… And here empathy is more deep.
    Even I wrote before, I will re-write…for You:

    I am Truly honored reading this Magic Experience..and Yes I cry..:)
    Ramana Maharishi,Advaita Vedanta..and All Great Great Masters.I love them All.
    This is a great honor.
    I admire your Simplicity, Generosity, Altruism, AUTENTICITY, Wisdom,Integrity, Courage, beautiful way expressed..and I admire everything here..the photo of the end touched my heart. I am truly Blessed to meet You, Biba, your Light & GOD/ Goddeses LOVE and to share about you with my friends in this corner of the world, Romania, Europe.

    Namaste dearest Master Of Light..Namaste! Celebration Time Is. Attitude of Gratitude…Special Consideration, Carmen M.

  12. Respected Mohanji,

    Pranaams to the lotus feet of my most beloved almighty guruji Sri Dattatreya Prabhu and also my kind namaskaar to you(embodiment of the almighty). I’m inspired and motivated by looking at your profile in this website. I am also very much impressed at the service that you are doing and I’m eager to meet you and spend some time to gain some experiences through yourself. I’m very much zealous to meet you, kindly let me know your convenient time and date, so that I would plan for my trip. I stay in Visakhapatnam District, Andhra Pradesh.

    Waiting for your prompt response.


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  15. helo sir
    i am just going through the information you have shared here on this site ,hope to have more and more conversations in future 🙂 initially , i am getting a feel of a small little friend of your’s rather than a diciple , will that be welcomed by u ? 🙂
    with love

      • mohan bayya ko pranam
        i have down loaded two meditations the power of purity and also 360 degrees, i sincerely loved them and enjoyed them
        1)in power of purity i enjoyed but had a small problem i could not hold the hand in blessing state for long time, can i take it back to chinmaya mudra and start meditate and follow the instructions?
        2)thought 360 degrees is for long time i equally enjoyed doing it , but i have a doubt in this
        though i put my cell phone every thing in silent , i have to open the door or answer some one , then what am i supposed to do , stop at what ever chakra it is and with in min or seconds start from the same chakra or once again i have to start from starting please do let me know about this .
        looking forward for you reply
        with love

  16. Nitish,
    If you cannot lift your hand, bless mentally. If you had to stop the meditation half-way, start when you have sufficient time to complete the full meditation at one go. It cannot be practiced part by part at all.

  17. Thankyou for sharing Your background with us so honestly. Its obvious that You are no s tranger to pain life experience. At Your feet.

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  20. Pretty good post. I just stumbled upon your blog and wanted to say that I have really enjoyed reading your blog posts. Any way I’ll be subscribing to your feed and I hope you post again soon.

  21. Sometimes I just think that people write and dont really have much to say. Not so here. You definitely have something to say and you say it with style, my man! You sure do have an interesting way of drawing people in, what with your videos and your words. Youve got quite a one-two punch for a blog!

  22. chanced upon your blog. enjoyed going through your journey word by word.

    found it inspiring. some of my doubts were cleared through this.

    thank you.

  23. Pranams Mohanji,
    I went through some of thi the articles and i found it interesting and gives a kind of instant connection with the words and too some extent understand a bit. I have a question . Off lately I have seen some turbulance in my life and when i try to introspect it , i get doubts like if i am going through this because of past karma/samskaras or impressions ? does the intense frustrations caused in the mind causes impressions ? in the mind or is it ends with this action ?.

    Please answer my humble doubt

  24. “A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled, but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy.” ~ George Jean Nathan


    • Finite Idol represent the infinite. Idols are used as reminders. Infinite is not easy to understand, let alone follow. Hence, finite forms are used. If one can reach the formless, Omnipresent God through form, the purpose is achieved.

  26. Mohan jee , i just felt like saying hello realizing the divine plan that made me stumble right here .. i wanted to mail you personally to ask few questions but i would ask one here .. the autobiography of swami yogananda was the book that chose me too .. i am a girl of 22 telling kali as her mommy and shiva as her darling that made no sense to anyone but to me . Your eyes and that naag in ur forehead kinda connected . i want to ask you what is the role of naag and the connection of shiva and shakti in this path ? god bless 🙂

    • Snake Symbolises the Kundalini energy – the sakti energy waiting to be connected with the Shiva energy. If you read the Encounter with an ageless Himalayan Saint, I am mentioning about snakes and their relevance. Kindly go through it. Indeed, Kali is the mother and Shiva the father. Bless You.

  27. Respected
    I want to meet you. So, I want to know your plans about your travelling. Do you visit Delhi Guruji? I have so many things to ask you, to know from you and I need your help. Do you have any personal mail address where I can mail you all my problems. If you have then please tell me, i really need your help.
    Thanking You
    From a devotee.

  28. Dear Mohanji
    I saw a video on inverted pyramid meditation,but I dont see it in your website.How can I know more about it?
    Thank you

  29. This story is so touching.I felt cold when certain aspects were read.I wanted to read it all.eventually I feel sad 4 u Ji.I want to cry.God bless u.

    • Dear Sandhya
      With the fullfillment of each and every desires, karma is getting exhausted. The reason for this birth itself is the exhaustion of desires. All you have to consider now is how not to accumulate further karmas. The best way is to be in the present always. Be with your every thought, word and action. This is the best. When accumulation of desires gets reduced, liberation from birth-death cycle gains momentum.

  30. Thank you so much for your immediate response Mohanji. Please bless me to be with my every thought, word, and action. And eventually become desireless (rather than deisre less, NO desires). Thanks once again. Sandhya.

  31. Om Namah Shivay…. Respected Master, By the Grace of The COmpassionate Lord Shiva My heart is devoted to him. But the influence of Maya is trying to occupay a major portion of my heart, I have responsibilities too. As a Son, Brother, etc. And then I have to go on a Foreign trip? Amidst all this How can I exprience Shivoham? Please guide with some practical Solutions, Dear Master! Thanks Shivoham, Shivoham, SHivoham……

    • Your relationships, travel and all other things that bothers you are outside of you. Shiva is inside you. Shivohum is a status, an awareness. When you nullify your ego and limitedness, you become Shiva. So, it does not matter what happens outside, you can still be sada Shiva inside. You can only be Shiva internally. Love. M

      • Pranaam Mohanji

        I found this blog just today . Went throught it and had few questions. Whatever experiences we get , they teach us something . Why is it sometimes , when a human being knows he has a good side and a bad side , difficult to choose the good side ?? Why is it sometimes we get a feeling that we are constantly fighting a battle inside us to choose the good part pf is.

        I hope i was able to frame my question well. If you have plans to come to mumbai , i would like to visit you.


  32. Dear Mohanji,
    I have met you once in Mumbai and received blessings from you. I am a married woman with a daughter in love with a married man who has a daughter. We both are very close in all ways. I have revealed this to my partner. He is still living with his wife. I want to marry him, but he cannot leave his wife. I am in a dilemma. My deepest desire is to have a loving partner, with whom I can walk towards God holding hands and full of love..
    Please Guruji I am exp lot of pain because of this. I don’t seem to find a way out of this situation. Om Sairam

  33. Beautiful Mohanji

    Re-reading blogs, wanting to find THE paragraph to introduce You to the general variety of people in South Africa. Dilemma being that EVERY thought here and in the other blogs are all equally profound and perfect. I rest in Your guidance. Thank You.

  34. i am smitha. my grandma’s name is sreedevi. i am a college lecturer. i love books and i write poems.i am k.v. jathavedan’s she-cousin .like to hear more from u.

    • The one who needs nothing from you yet is ready to give you everything. He or she is not judgemental and loves you for the sake of love and nothing else. He or she who accepts the way you are… Love. M

  35. Mohanji sir,I am from bangalore.its very urgent.please reply this .I think iam shirdi baba devotee.why I am telling like this means maximum I am asking physical wealth and minimum good thoughts.so iam not a propet devotee to sai.I couldn’t control my anger,kama,krodham.what a person I am.when baba will show his grace on me.will u please guide me.

    • Relax. Do not judge yourself. Just keep reading Sai Satcharitra on Saptah Basis and surrender all those negativity at His feet. Keep feeding the poor and needy, birds and animals. You will be fine. Do not worry. Sai Bless You.. M

      • Sairam.for the last 6 months I am doing sai satcharithra parayan &guru charithra parayanam.really I am changed in my charecterwise.usually I was so sensitive person.now I accept the reality.but I want Tom change completly.I can tell proudly that sai baba showing miracles in my everyday life.I am enjoying that.thank u for your kind reply.


  37. Dear Mohanji…Sivoham. Sarvam Sivoham. I am quite happy to have had a chance to go through your posts today. I was reading Sri Sankara Bhagavadpaada’s Atma-Shatakam / Nirvana Shatakam and wanted to post in in my Facebook profile. I was searching for ParamaPitah Siva’s images when, I stumbled upon your image…something caught my attention…my inner self..my Atman asking me to take a look at the image..I follow the pure form of energy…and its a divine guidance of Sri SivaSai telling me ” go see what he has to say”..and while I read through your posts…my inner self was quite happy to have stumbled upon a fellow traveler. I am humbled beyond words to have come across a divine being..a part of SivaSai..You are blessed beyond human comprehension and I sense it..My pranamam to you Mohanji…Sivoham..Sarvam Sivoham.

      • Sri Mohanji…My humble pranamam to your divine soul. It gives this physical form an immense joy to walk the path of light with great souls like you…Sat Chit Ekam Brahmah. Sivoham. Sarvam Sivoham. _/\_Namaste.

  38. Hello Mohanji,
    I havea request, To read with the black background it is very straining to the eye.Request if any lighter background.However thank you for the knowledge. Warm Regards

  39. Param pujya Guruji, I received your blessing on 21st December in Bangalore. Your touch has initiated enormous change in my life.

    Please guide me on following queries.

    1) During “power of purity” meditation as well as 360 degree meditation, I am trying hard to follow your instructions, however most of the time during concentration, image of my house deity Krishna is appearing, I could not control that but kept on looking at HIS image, is it normal? as I am not able to follow your instruction point to point.

    2) You asked me to seat in a comfortable position with spine erect and spearding hand with ‘Chin Mudra’, but after sometime of meditation, I am loosing sensation of hands, legs and not able to continue holding the chin mudra. It feels that I dont have hand at all. What shall I do?

    Please enlighten.

    Love and pranam.


  40. Respected Master,

    With true respect, I came to know about you from one of your follower. I am quite blessed to be protected by masters like you. People are looking for jobs, money, status, home but here no one understand true love spirituality wisdom. I dont know who I am but today I am 25 yrs old girl,, full of blockages in my personal life,, but I dont have any aim in my life, everything is negative but still I feel one day I will i will be at ease.
    I dont feel like to ask anything regarding my job, marriage (I am unmarried), money or anyother thing but exactly what I am looking for I dont know. I get many thoughts connecting to you but I am afraid I get answers from you but I think thats all illusions.


  41. i am very thirsty for knowledge, sometimes i am lost in mind,cuz i am seeking for that which is unknown, i am looking for a celistal path ,sometimes i am sooo confused Namaskar gi


  43. Pranam Guru ji
    I am a guy having somewhat a little bit of spiritual knowledge.I an in my most crucial stage in my life.Only my inner belief/energy, patience and hope is letting me smile infront of the world with a thinking that in very coming future,my days are going to change in my way full of positiveness and happiness.
    I read your blog and and got a feeling that you can guide me to achieve my goal (both materialistic and spiritual) in a spiritual way.Materialistic does not mean i want money or anything.It means a life i want full of my self respect, happiness and peacefulness.Well actually i want to share my personal feelings and problems via your email adress so that you can guide me in a subtle way.But,if it is not possible,i accept it as your wish.
    But i humbly request you to show me an easiest way to get rid of all the problems and achieve success in life.
    Please help me.

  44. Dear Mohanji,
    Will you be visiting Singapore anytime? I am here and would like to meet you if you are traveling here . Thanks.

    • My spouse read about you in the Keur and would like to get more information on your ways of meditation to heal the mind and body. If you could be so kind as to send us information on your ways of meditation. Myself was also intriqued by the information and letters i read on you website. thanking you
      Johan Nel
      South Africa

  45. Dear Johan Nel, thanks for your note, showing an interest in Mohanji’s very lovely and beneficial meditation. Please let me know in which city you reside, and we can see if there is a meditation group where we can slot you in. The meditation will be explained, as well as the benefits at the meditations. Hope to hear from you soonest.
    Warm regards
    Annette Adamson (Johannesburg)
    EMail: ahimsahaven@ymail.com

  46. namaste guruji….i am in urgent need of your help….plz reply and let me know how i can contact ypu….i just need calmness of the mind….it is an extremely tough time for m…thanking you

  47. Pranam Rishivar. I am writing to you from Bangalore. From my quest to know about Sadhus, Himalayan Rishis and their life I had come to your site a number of times in the last 2 years. I was always delighted to read the interesting stories on your site and felt blessed. I am writing to you for the first time. I recently took diskha under Vaishnavism. My Guru is a devout Vaishnav sanyasi and He has prescribed me japa saying all my questions will be answered through my japa. I don’t perform the japa regularly. Some personal traits, desires-bad & good are there in me which I wanted to discuss openly with my Guru but somehow there was a mental block, lack of a perceived comfort level, etc., and it never happened. Then, there is a strong feeling of not disclosing ones weakness – will my Guru look down on me, what if He comes to know if it but doesn’t provide a solution, etc. etc. I have a nice job, a supporting and loving family but when I introspect I feel I have a few typical phases in my life – family/career/work/fun> krishna/puja/japa> dullness/laziness/purposeless life. I continue to live through these 3 phases in a combined manner with 1 phase being prominent. Currently I feel my 3rd phase is the prominent one. I have read a lot about purpose of life, good & bad, bhakti, our dharma and so on. But HOW to practice the good things in life…How to do the Right that you know is Right…many a times I feel this helplessness and feel suffocated and feel very very low…Could you please help me. Pranam.

    • Go to your Guru and address your concerns He will help you. Learn to forgive yourself / Universe will forgive you as well if you well and truly repent. And don’t worry a Guru will never judge you.

  48. Hari Om Mohan ji. My name is Sairam and I’m a Saidasa myself. This might be a bold request, but I have some problems that I cannot discuss here… Could it be possible for you to converse with me via emails? Please mail me at the given email ID (hailpirates@gmail.com) whenever you find time. I’m sorry for bothering you with strange requests like this.

    Jai Sai!

  49. Helo sir,

    Of late I am experiencing surging intrest in spirtuality and have been following your website and I think I need your guidance. I underwent two surgeries in span of 1 year and this prompted me to realize myself and I have started relating to universe. I would need your blessings and guidane in this regards.


  50. Dear Mohanji,
    I had written to you last month..incidentally did not see the post here.
    Sir I am yearning to speak to you…if so what No could I call and what would be a good time to do so?
    Warm Regards

  51. People Mainly attack on Hindu deity worship stating that in vedas its says like this

    “Na tasya pratima asti”
    “There is no likeness of Him.”
    [Svetasvatara Upanishad 4:19]

    Why are we doing deity worship and idol worship what is the main reason behind that



  52. I don’t know what to do. My mind is restless and am not happy with my current situation. Could you please help me

  53. Dear Mr Mohan,
    I would like to ask for an email address that could put me in direct contact with you or your honored wife.
    The reason asking for a “personal” or “direct access” to one of you had only peaceful intentions, no hidden agenda.
    In fact it’s about a very personal and intimate matter in my life, and an angel, a son of the family told me to try this direct contact.
    A voice conversation via Skype would be even better – looking at my eyes during a conversation would and will show the intentions and purity in my heart – regarding any subject we may talk about.
    Each and every of then related to spiritual matters not any other whatsoever.

    I’d like to reinforce my need to talk with Mr Mohan or his wife only, because my contact with God and Jesus has been constantly being challenged by the devil and this struggle may lead to the (maybe) premature finishing of my physical existence.
    Please, help me.

  54. Dear sadguru,
    Koti koti charan Sparsh gurudeva
    I don’t know why I am attracted towards you,probably my love towards lord dattatrye is you! Request you to accept me and please grant me shaktipat to be united or merge with gurutatva.
    Regards om aanand

  55. Sairam Mohanji,
    I am Glad that i found your blog. Will u please connect with me and guide me.

  56. Hi mohan ji, need your help. By Sai babas grace maybe you are the one to help guide me to be one with Him. Please reply if u can or cannot help. God bless and take care .

    Love Simi

  57. Dear mohanji
    I am suffering from severe chronic depression for many many years…i am on medications yet i have it….please show me a way to get over this misery…i have a 16month daughter….i need your help….guide me please.

  58. If the soul is considered eternal, why do we do rituals (pitru karma) to departed soul?

    my logical brain refuse to accept the fact that we do it to avoid pitru dosha (or) the past karma of departed soul would haunt the individual (or) the individual’s family as I believe that “every soul comes to earth for it’s own purpose, learning” and they are directly responsible for their deeds while the soul is on earth.

    could you share some light on this please?

  59. Praanamam guruji
    Please help me in 360 degree meditation
    While doing is it breathing third eye to root to spine backwards then breath coming front heart stomach abdomen chakras.
    Or it is third eye root then spine then back side neck area (throat) then down.is it front to back only or front back then again front area chakraas.please guide me and please teach me conscious walking meditation.
    Thank u so much please bless my family.im in vancouver.i wanted to meet u guruji.please tell when u will be here and bless all
    Thank u

  60. Dear Swamiji, I have reached you thru the blog on visit to Ganeshpuri two or three years back. I have visited the samadhi of Gorakshnath and Machindranath near vajreshwari and met the saint over there. .

    Thru your body who speaks to us… Is it Mohanji the ego or mohanji the gurutatva/shivatatva..
    If it is the ego , then the visions and knowledge happened as experiences to the ego.. but is such a situation possible , as the “you” is a forgetfull state of the “I” ,
    so who experienced who and who had visions… If it is the ego then every ego has its own set of experiences and ideally there is no blessed individual … there is no actor ,only actions happening in various bodies based on a divine play.

    if it is gurutatva/shivatatva then does that supreme ” I” have an individuality …
    if the supreme individuality operates thru any body then that body shd be capable of doing anything … way the avataars did.. what is the difference in that body and our body… even after so called self realisation, no body can be sree krishna.

    both the above situations make us as non existing entities or rather non existing egos… does the supreme really need to talk and make people aware…and aware of what… I understand all that compassion theory of the “I” for the “u” but it seems only the justification of a mind.

    My next question is ” is shiva separate from his awareness or is he awareness itself”… I hope to have asked the questions rightly

  61. Dear Swamiji

    who speaks to us thru your body.. the pure ego or the gurutatwa/ shiva tatwa

    Shiva tatwa operates as ” I ” or as awareness separate from the ” I”

    Is shiva separate from his awareness

    Does god prove his benovelence to the ego , ultimately to dissolve the ego.. does the ego object to such a situation as can be seen in some bhakti literatures where even liberation is not hoped for the simple reason to serve the lord and experience the devotion of the lord

    You said you are shiva or rather shiva has become you to put it more aptly, so does shiva has an awarnesss separate from himself, because you simply cannot talk without separting yourself as the subject… if shiva is awareness , then how does it express thru ur body ,,, only way is to separate,,

    Kindly take some time to resolve my doubts

  62. Dear swamiji
    Is mohanji an ego speaking to us or the gurutatva/shivatatva speaking thru the body called mohan…

    If it is the ego, all experiences and its visions will be part of its thought process.. if anihilation of the ego is moksha, why will the ego participate in any process which will be its end… why is your ego different from others… how can the limited ego experience something beyond its sphere of activity

    If it is the gurutatva /shivatatva , does shiva have an individuality in your body .. does your body behave like shri krishna’s body which has done super human activites like picking up hills …

    Is shiva separte from his awareness or is the supreme ” I “itself awarness and does it need a body to understand it exists… so in that sense … shiva in the body is separate from the awareness

    Kindly throw light

    Suresh Nair

  63. Hare Krishna. Dear Prabhu, no one can become God. How is it possible? We can certainly merge with Creator but NOT become him. Prem Namaste

  64. Guruji..I would like to visit your asram..during onam time..yes knowing well it require the grace..from Sairam Vaisravanath

  65. Dear Mohanji,
    Sadar Pranam.
    I am twice blessed by you.
    Once when I read your blog on your visit to Hanuman Garhi Ayodhya in 2014 and now blog on Shri Shirdi Sai Baba. I am blessed and i am getting spiritually attached.
    Since 2014 i am also being continuosly blessed by Shri Neem Karoli Baba. “Maharajji” hand is on my head and yours too. This is since 2014 Jan – Feb.
    Please guide me spiritualy.
    I am indebted.
    With unconditional love and devotion.
    Harsh Saran Gupta

  66. Thank you for sharing your divine experiences of life.As you say we all are connected,i felt the connection with soul.I am unable to express what I am feeling now.I am deeply touched by your heavenly words.
    Thank you so much.

  67. Dearest Mohanji, I have been watching and listening to your talks on YouTube and your guided meditations, 360 and the purity. I wish to give unconditional thanks. How blessed am I. In 2014 my wife and I went to Ganedhpuri frm Australia our home to see where Baba Muktanands mahasamadhi was. It was the wrong day we could not go in. We went to Bhagavan Nityanandas temple and it is as you say very powerfull. Enough rambling from me im sorry How should I practice? Much love forever from Terry Trimmer(. Baba called me Rohita)

    • Hello Terry
      Wonderful to have your message. Suggest you to practice acceptance and awareness. Accept yourself completely through constant observation. Accept every strengths and weaknesses. Be aware of your words and actions always. Be aware. Bless You.

  68. Dear Mohanji,
    The mantra my teacher gave me is the Guru mantra while I want to develop devotion towards Krishna.Though I chant with concentration,there is a lack of feeling when the Guru mantra is chanted.Is it that my teacher(he also belongs to the Nath panth) doesn’t understand my inclinations or is he doing what is best for me? Very much confused in my mind.Have always been concerned with developing purity of mind ..Watching your videos and reading your blogs gives me great consolation.Pranams,Anita

    • Sir, Invest in positive thoughts, words and actions. When negative happens, do not resist. Allow them to come and go and do not endorse them. Spend most of your time in positive words and actions whatever the circumstances are.

  69. Thank you for sharing your story. A truly moving account of your life. Thank goodness for Deviji. We all prefer a very happy ending. Wish you both all the best for the future.

  70. Love you sooo much words can’t express my feelings for you all I can say every moment I feel you with me I can’t make myself separate from you thanks baba to gave me such a feelings it’s really magical ❤

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